Date:	2007-09-24 19:44
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	worried
Music:	chariots rise - the secretary OS

I feel Hypochondriac... I had a panic attack at 4am on thursday because of a pain in my lower back, Eric brought me to the hospital, i was sure i had a kidney stone or something... turns out my kidney is much higher, and that my urine was fine... i felt so ashamed... turned out that i had eaten something cause it was my intestines making my entire lower abdomen very painful.. I really need to learn how to deal with stress, its unbelievable how your body can react to your mind. This silly stomach ache ended up making me feverish, panicky, escalated to ecruciating pain and then i couldnt breathe... just cause i was making a fuss out of nothing... GAHHH

Otherwise im happy. school is okay, my love life great and money too.. no complaints

Date:	2007-09-20 18:35
Subject:	I have not posted in ages... wow
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	Chillout stuff

Well its been a ... stressful, disappointing, expensive, lame yet happy summer. Yeah i know, the happy part doesn't fit huh? Well that part was Eric and he was the only one to make it worthwhile. Otherwise i would not have survived a lame job, money problems, heat, cold, being sick, stressed not to mention the tough times spent with certain friends of mine. Nor would i have survived the move, the fridge breaking twice, then the stove and all the cleaning :P But thats ok.

Happy times have included the trip to Ottawa with Eric, the one to Québéc city with my best friend and of course Eric's father's wedding and the few BBQs we had. Otherwise, i was damn happy to start school again.
Now that im back into school, well i realize that i was damn cozy without any projects and studying to do, but its a LOT more interesting than dissecting rats all day, and i get to hang out with more people :) SABRINA! HINT HINT NUDGE NUDGE.. you better find a spot in your schedule to meet up with me you muffin :P

money is a little bit better now, oddly enough, and things are getting a little less busy. Eric and I are doing great (almost 6 months :))  and we love the apartment for all its little defects.  Life is becoming a cozy routine  and i  kinda like it ... Though its sometimes difficult to perceive that we are now grown ups and that fooling around with our time is no longer an option. Ill always be silly, and its not like im thinking about kids yet, but growing up is growing on me slowly ;) lol...

OOOH Tom may be comming up soon, and thats exciting! and well ... thats it really :P
give me some news ppl!
lots of love

Date:	2007-05-17 21:51
Subject:	Hmmmff
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	Fans...computer ones

ITS NOT FAIR! lol... i wanted to go swimming, but the pool is closed... and i don't have internet anymore, and its cold outside and and and and... lol
I de-virginized a non bubble tea drinker.. WOOHOO

Date:	2007-05-10 22:26
Subject:	Tired and Happy
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Jamiroquai - Butterfly

Well i guess its time for that *more than two lines about what ill be posting* type of post! I have not posted properly to this journal yet and i know i should do so!

So news....
well i am tired - tired because of my social life, my new job, my old one, and also because of the hot weather... not that i am complaining!
My social Life - Ive been going out a lot, playing pool, bubble tea on wednesdays, Lucas' birthday yesterday (we had a great time as you can read in his journal) and so on and so fourth. Hey, thats what summers are for right?
My new job - well i started a new job last week (tommorow = 2 weeks) at Charles River Laboratories as a Histological technician... i cut up organs all day so that people can make glass slides with them and the Pathologists can see if the cells are healthy... Its complicated for those of you not in Biology, but ask me and ill be glad to explain... Its more or less fun... challenging? A hell of a lot more than Dundees... thats my old job, i still waitress at that restaurant every sunday, and this sunday is going to be a KILLER! Mother's day, beautiful weather, on a terrasse, by the water... *shudders* Its money i guess...
My Love life... absolutely wonderful :) We are moving together in July to a lovely little apartment in Beaconsfield. Its awsome, ill be close to school and work, and he will have a car by then to drive back into town for his work... I think he is brave and absolutely lovely for sacrificing his sleep time for me... After all.. i didn't! Then again..... i don't drive... yet ! :P School went really well, and im excited about the courses ill be taking next fall... Hopefully everything will run smoothly.

Otherwise, im excited about Akon comming up... http://a-kon.com/ i got my costume yesterday, its beautiful, but somewhat too big! i havn't decided yet if i am going to get it taken in, or if ill pin it up underneath just in case (and so not to ruin it like last time... the damn seamstress messed up my FUKU skirt!) NO matter... Ill be a great japanese killer girly thingy... lol... ill be sexy, and cute, and awsome and i CANT WAIT! lol... i just need to find boots to go with it! Anyone have any ideas? http://cgi.ebay.com/Gothic-Lolita-Cosplay-Custume-Black-Red-SD-Dress_W0QQitemZ260077681501QQihZ016QQcategoryZ63861QQtcZphotoQQcmdZViewItem#ebayphotohosting
waaaaaaaaah ! i need to find out how to post website links properly!
Anyhow... this japanese killer needs to go to bed and pretty badly!
Night night!

Date:	2007-04-27 15:01
Subject:	WOOOOOOOOO!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	The Police - Don't stand so close

Isn't it purty? All the mushroomness? hehehe, now muffin has to make me an animated mood mushroom, and Lucas will change the colors of the rest of the design soon! IM SO EXCITED! :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Date:	2007-04-26 16:43
Subject:	My first Post!
Security:	Public
Mood:	pleased
Music:	Lifehouse - Days go by

YAAAAAAAY!

I don't have much to say, but my muffin friend made me this icon with a drawing i made and i wanted to show it off!!!
Lucas will help me with the rest of my page design soon... when its all done and pretty, then i promise a post!
WOOOOOOOOOT!
:P